Yes, the outcome is bad. I can see my future in darkness maybe only a glimpse of light that would make my life easier. Yeah, I totally deserve it. I played too much its just time to face the music alone. While in this miserable time I finally saw through that making effort for english does help. I thought I would get c6 or something. So assignment books does help actually, haha. This is probably the worse time of my life. I got dumped, and yeah I got 20. I just feel so urgghh, like you don't even know who is there for you in your life. You know you have friends, they can listen to you but its everybody have their own boyfriend, friends. I just feel friendless. I know, I am not supposed to be so vulnerable but I am, deep in side. I know I look tough on the outside. Its as if I want to, but I just have to do so. What's the point of crying? I always use cigarettes to cover up when I want to cry. Actually I quit already but I just smoke one stick immediately after I got my results. Whats the point of quitting seriously? Nobody's going to care for their whole entire life right? I seriously agree with this "Life Sucks, Take Drugs! "